it's crazy, sometimes stupid, but it's love. 09-01-11

There is no easier way to break this out.

All I can do is to hold on to that last memory

of holding her tight in my arms as I'll have to wait for a couple of years

until I get to be with her again.

I'll miss holding her hand, her scent, her smile,

and especially when she laughs and giggles.

Having her in my life makes me feel secured

and everything else becomes more simple.

I'll miss her kiss,

and the way she feeds me like a sumo wrestler with the unli kanin and ulam

whenever I have lunch and dinner at her place.

I'll miss her eyes, and the way she makes a cat like smile with her lips.

I'll miss our late night talks on the phone

and the endless nights of securing guests for 7th high.

I'll miss the way she tickles my neck until I shiver.

And the times when I watch her do her weekly report during her day offs.

I'll miss waiting for her to get home after work,

and how we compare our experiences on riding the killer bus via Novaliches.

I'll miss her long brown hair,

since eventually she'll cut it short for a change.

And now suddenly whenever I sing a song, I think of her,

and every love quotes that I read are starting to become all familiar.

It is all because I flew far away on a jet plane,

and all that's left for me to say is when I get back, I'll bring her a wedding ring.

But don't get me wrong,

there's still so much for us to learn and to experience.

And though it'll be 700 plus days that will be stolen away from us,

I promise myself to make up for the time lost for every single day that

I will be spending with her when I get back.

Call me mushy and cheesy,

but I really miss Tammy.

And I just couldn't help myself to miss her more every single day.

I love her so much, and there is not a single thing created in this whole universe that would change that.

Here's to spending the 1st month anniversary away from each other.

Happy 40th months hun! :)

I miss you!

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