When i first met you, i didn't quite get why you had this wall around you.
You were quite distant or maybe just with stranger guys. There was definitely just so much to know and discover about you. How you felt less during the difficult times in your life turned you into something more and special.
I always say i hope i came earlier in your journey. Back when the troubles were even greater than what we have now. I wish i was there when your heart was first broken, and those number of times when it seemed destiny cheated on you. I wish I was there when you decided to stop expressing art through words or other crafts, maybe with me back then you didn't have to stop after all. I wish I was there to give you your first kiss and be the first someone to gave you hope with love and share untainted dreams about the future. I wish it was me all along to make you feel loved and safe no matter what happens everytime you felt the burden of the world back then.
With all that has happened through all the ups and downs in your life, i cannot turn back time and save you from all the hurt and pain this lifetime has decided to let you endure. I can't even promise you that you won't cry and feel numb ever again in the future, but i am glad that i still came to share with you whatever surprises and horror that we will face down the road...
I'm lucky for the chance that i could be the guy who will never get your heart broken, the guy who will make you believe in destiny and take chances again, the person who will open you up and express yourself again through your actions, your words and even the way you are improving in taking photographs. Your love who will shower you with endless kisses, your partner through all of our adventures and endeavours, your bestfriend who will always be there for you no matter what from here on out. And your shoulder to rest and cry on when the world is getting heavy again.
I can only assure you that whatever fate has in store for you, you will always have me this time around in both sadness and laughter, you might feel that life and fate has made you feel bitter about destiny,, but you are my dream, and i thought i would have to live the rest of my life not realizing you.
Whenever you feel tired and weary, always remember that i love you. I never asked you to be strong, i just don't want you to stop loving and trusting over and over again. Because this time, no matter how hard you'd fall again, you know that i've got you.
